Thursday, 28 August 2014

My Biggest Fear

Pressing my strength,
Shivering action,
I have large shadow
But small figure.
Running away
Before eyes connection,
They love to speak,
I prefer silent.

The growing scars
And the white bandage,
Motivator
Or Mind killer?

Friday, 13 June 2014

Loneliness

The devil's thought,
As if the glass of water
Which needs plenty of time
To turn into warmly tears.
Stop thinking
And pause every ending,
Your vision will become clear,
You have your companions.

We don't have golden slippers.
The best cure of boredom
Is curiosity.
The most powerful weapon
Is our soul on fire!

Friday, 31 January 2014

As I stage on the stage

"What do you prepare to be?
What is your decision?
Is your choice right?"
Several questions are surrounded around me.
I know the answer,
But not dare to answer them confidently.
Too many todays and tomorrows.
I had experienced the todays
And they passed by swiftly.
All I need is thinking about
the tomorrows of two years and above.
Even today will be yesterday
When the clock strikes twelve.
I shouldn't be my shadow,
In fact,I must be a conductor.
Deciding to choose 'Passion' in reality.
Being a leader is not easy,
This is why I have to start from the beginning.
The first stage is couragement,
The second stage is decision
And determination comes next.
I need to be dare to decide and determine my level
And the stage which I will be heading to.
As I stand on the stage,
Regarding it as my stage to create my stories.
Everyone has every history,
How do I make sense
In the period of 3 minutes?
A touching story,
A good introduction
And an impressive impression.
With that,confidence will decide who I am.
I am looking forward to
my maturity and creativity.
On the stage,
I am not going to stand behind the paper
But I must stand in front of my past.
Care for every today
And bless for a change!:))

Sunday, 24 November 2013

I bid farewell to my weakness

The unbearable sunset,
I had a bundle of nerves,
The expectation of sunrise,
I had a bed of roses.

On the spur of moment,
It separated my crossing finger,
The only hand
Couldn't make light work.

Storming and lightning increase the risk,
I tasted the lemon and medicine.
Rain makes a plant grows,
I deserved the boredom.
Windy day is always friendly,
My troubles and temper had blown away.
Plants carry out photosynthesis by the sunlight,
I was doomed to wave my hands.

What have I been up to?
The benevolence is unlocked!

Sunday, 25 August 2013

I swear to be...

A girl who dances with sun,
Blooming with flowers all daylight,
So light,fine and high.
I shall leave a vagabond up high.

Tears clean up my eyes,
A simple step makes a huge difference,
The melancholy feelings
I shall sing to myself in facing the obstacles.

Storm and lightning
Making me a warrior,
Penetrating the anger,
I shall never let wailing sounds,beaten me down.

I swear...
Dare to fight,
Dare to challenge,
Never a doubt,
It's my life.

Friday, 9 August 2013

Peace of beach.

Every action begets a reaction,
From the first moment until an unknown,
I don't ask to walk on the smooth path,
I don't stumble on the rocks,
But I need to thank them,
those who give without receiving,
It matters not who is right,
Only what is right.
It is time for me to keep on experiencing.

Friday, 26 July 2013

An untold story

Do not believe in love simply because you have felt it.
Do not believe in anything merely on the biography
because it is spoken and rumored by many.
Do not believe in sincerity simply because it may be 
a fake mask or a faker.

  If a man does not keep his drum with drum stick,perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer.From vanilla favourite to a blueberry flavor.He was sailing in a rudderless ship and a first rock knocked on his ship.She believed love at first sight,even love is unknown,but she prefered to turn herself blind.She walked on the balcony and someone caught her eyes.Down to a first appealing runner.The runner ran swiftly to be the champion.Besides that,he had been the champion in her heart."Trust yourself,then you will know how to live."A familiar sound from heart.His profession was her music of paradise.Their cheers as if the music sang into her soul and made her over the moon.

Whenever she goes,
She will go with her heart.

  Coming close...she prayed for an attention.To be closer and closer until a "BUMP" appeared.What an unlucky incident!Just a word of "Sorry" produced several stars and blanken her mind.Attention came but she left.All appears to change,we change.She changed to be that perfect.Long hair became short.She grabbed a long distance run.Yet,succeeded to be the second.Teachers spoke and questioned,she nodded and answered.What on earth was she doing?He was shocked and worried about seeing her spending her time to do everything.

If a man wants to know the taste of sea water,
he will set off.
If he keeps going,he will surely come to the sea.

  The music of 'Turkish March' by W.A.Mozart started to reflect her hypertension and excessive stress.The tension dissapeared when she was slowing down.the door opened.He arrived at destination to cure her sickness.He,a mender who mixed the black keys and white keys together."It is never too late to mend."the sound appeared again.Now,it was 'Sweet bye and bye' by Walter c.Stier with two pairs of hand.Gently knocked the piano in unbelievable spaces.

But,after observation and analysis,
she will find that anything agrees with reason,
Accept it and live it up her smile.

  I don't know the duration of my thunderstorm and lightning.Once,I just hid myself in a shelter.As we all know,a plant gets nourishment from the soil.I recall,we made a promise,the most faithful thing in the world.Luckily,it was not in black and white.A face without smile had educated me.There was no death,there was the shadow of our feelings.Life can only be understood after stumble and fall.

Let bygones be bygones.
Meet my future,
I am glad to greet the sun every day.

  The blue dolphin of yours,I can't tear it,no feelings of unbearable,just wish it is fine.As for me,I had locked the blue dolphin in a pyramid.It is in my blue box now or maybe future.I promised to be.No fault and hatred.Awake my soul!

Self and spirit...
Awake my soul!

  I will be cautious to avoid myself from falling down to the phrase of 'Love at first sight'.I love and hate the word 'Love'.Love is not consolation,it is my light.What is my refulgence? "Trust yourself,then you will know how to live."I know her sound,the only season in my HEART!Now,I have told the supposedly untold story to you,and I have unleashed those little secrets once hidden in my soul.And you,I am blooming with new hope and new life.

~an untold story of mine~written by Joann Rou En:))